The Addiction of Love

You know an addict constantly struggles with their brain. You can absolutely overcome your primary addiction like I have. You know there is not a chance in hell of going back, but as you puff your chest out feeling so proud your brain is constantly trying to feel that void where the lack of dopamine is really messing you up inside. For me it's love. That's the dragon I chase now and it's got it's own kind of withdrawal. Instead of running to the bathroom every five minutes, cold sweats, terrible body pain, a host of others this withdrawal is just a crushing emptiness where the tears won't stop flowing and the grand canyon in your chest is washed away with just one hint of love, She comes into your life it seems out of nowhere and your dysfunctional brain  is telling you YES this is the one. It's got to be your turn.
Maybe yours is food or maybe even food, but even though we definitely have some due recognition these replacement addictions can be just as destructive if not more. Our defective brain is attempting to fill a void that can only be filled by the love, grace, and mercy of God

http://abcnews.go.com/Technology/addicted-love-brain/story?id=11110866

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